Thank you for letting us know and putting yourself out here so we can help somehow.
(And thank you to everyone who posted here, you are truly a credit to humanity.)
Love you, blessings to you as you figure out what comes next and work through what level of change this means.
"Hey Capa -- We're only stardust." ~ "Sunshine"
“Pleasure to me is wonder—the unexplored, the unexpected, the thing that is hidden and the changeless thing that lurks behind superficial mutability. To trace the remote in the immediate; the eternal in the ephemeral; the past in the present; the infinite in the finite; these are to me the springs of delight and beauty.” ~ H.P. Lovecraft
I am so sorry to hear about this. I wish there was more that I could do from this tiny text window. You've always been such a sweet and caring person on these forums. My heart goes out to you across the miles, hopefully it will help a little.
Sorry for your lose. My mother passed at age 49. There isn't a day that goes by that i don't think of her in one way or another. When i write this it comes from someone that this tragedy happened some 15 years ago, so i hope it doesn't read superficialy. I believe they do guide us in some way or other after thier passing.
everyone uses every function about evenly. take NE for example. if there are those who don't use it much, then why are there such massive amounts of people constantly flowing through Wallmart with 20 items or less?