I think I'm afraid of lack of talent, I've been playing, writing music for about 15 yrs now and I sometimes think that I'm not at the calibre that I should be at, that tends to amplify the negative feedback, which causes me to not progress forward.
I can sing, though I rarely do(only for my wife)... I can be quite the perfectionist when it comes to music, and that frustrates me to pieces.
Currently I'm torn between becoming a music recording engineer or a journalist,... And limited educational resources are not helping much.
I adore creating music, and doing so vibrates my soul, closer into existence.