This is what the diagram was trying to portray.
I didn't really know much about the original Jungian conception until Lenore Thomson explained it to me recently. But the way it goes is that when the ego chooses a function and dominant orientation, everything else is rejected into the unconscious. So if you chose introversion and Feeling, then extraversion and T, S and N are initially rejected. Hence, in Jung's less developed model, the tertiary bore the same attitude as the auxiliary and inferior. For INFJ, it would be Ni-Fe-T
e-Se. Now what about the "opposites" of those? Well, when you keep in mind that there originally were really only
four functions, and "attitude" or "orientation" is held by
the ego and
not the functions, then you understand why the function lineup was like that. The main ego function is Ni, but the rest are rejected.
Yet, the ego will also choose an auxiliary, which will be the next in line, which would be Feeling, in that extraverted orientation.
What later theorists realized is that the tertiary will seem to be oriented with the dominant attitude. What Lenore suggests is that the archetypes Beebe uses (with tertiary as "eternal child") are
complexes that employ the various functions according to the archetypal role.
So an INFJ will have a "child" complex that will align the Thinking with the domnant attitude, and thus
differentiate it from the rejected extraverted unconsiousness. Lenore (or at least the Ben Kovitz wiki on her) calls this the "Tertiary Temptation". The Child represents vulnerability and when the dominant cannot handle a situation, and the auxiliary pulls you into the rejected opposite orientation, the tertiary will "provide an excuse to remain in the dominant attitude".
The way this played out for me is that I grew up in a very nice, peaceable atmosphere, but then the neighborhood changed, my family situation became more difficult, adapting with people became harder, etc. I had already developed a model of how the world worked (based largely on technical
THINGS such as places, events, etc), but now this was being turned upside down. I could not figure it out, and had a very hard time adapting. The [extraverted] auxiliary function, in the "parent" role, says to accept change and explore all the possibilities outside my little world. However, the child complex then takes Sensing and orients it inward like the dominant. So now, I childishly find relief reliving the past through the nostalgia of various sights and sounds (places, music, TV, people) from the past. I constantly wish that all of this stuff would go back to the way it was when I was younger.
Because undifferentiation is a state of a function when not engaged by a complex. So you were probably experiencing it as a complex. Patterns are associated with N, though I think of symmetry as more the domain of Ti. If you're
looking for these things (and not simply taking them in as they come), that sounds really more like rational judgment (T) than irrational perception. So are you sure this was not an engagement of Ti by the Puella complex?
Thanks!
Sometimes the distinctions of the functions attitudes becomes very unclear regarding characteristic descriptions like those, and someone like Lenore understandably regards stuff like that (including for temperament and type as well) as largely stereotype. Animal activism is definitely F, and it is usually connected with
universal values, which are associated with Fi, but I imagine an Fe type could have beliefs about it as well. Was this a universal value that you had a personal "gut feeling" about? Was it something you adopted from following others? (which might then be Fe). Was it something that may have developed under stress? Like if someone offended your "parental" Fe sensibilities, and then its "shadow", Fi, in a critical parent complex, then rose up to stop other people (like cruelty to animals). This stuff is complicated because there are all these variables and possible angles to consider.
I take it the emphasis is on "knowing", there. Ni is perception and Fi is judgment, so the way your using the word "feeling" sounds more like it is apart of perception. Fii would be more about
making decisions based on your feelings, not just the "feeling" of what is right in itself.
Yes, as I have described above, the "function attitudes" are really not all that separate as many make them. So you're an introvert who chooses N and F, and yes, T and S will be undifferentiated. I believe part of "undifferentation" for Ne and Fi is that they
shadow the preferred Ni and Fe. "Shadow" indicates that they're not really so different from what they are shadowing. It's the same basic shape of the same thing. They are just rejected
orientations for the two functions. So yes, a lot of behavior you describe might fit into the "characterizations" of Fi and Ne. But your type is determined by being an
introvert, whose dominant is
iNtuition, and auxiliary is
Feeling (notice, no "e/i"). This is what helped me settle on my type.
In fact, over on INTPc, Jack Flak (known over there as "Technical") has put together a system like this. Basically, what we call an "extraverted" function, he calls "dominant", and the type is only I/E, plus the dominant and auxiliary, with no "function attitudes" or other six functions at all! It is much simpler, though I don't like the idea of totally throwing out the eight-process model.
So INFJ would be simply "
dominant Feeling with iNtuition". Now
that sounds like what you are describing for yourself. So maybe that idea would be of help.
So that eight-process order you listed is really an order of
complexes;
not strengths!! Nobody's strength order
ever comes out in exactly that order, apparently.
And that sounds just like an INFJ's tertiary Ti.
