I was just trying to get some sleep and started thinking about Big Bang. If all the stuff and energy started from there and follow strict laws, then everything is determined. This current situation is determined by the Big Bang, right? Every cell in my body is result of a chain reaction that has been going on since the beginning of ... everything. Everything that has happened to me has been result of the same chain reaction.
Goddamn. If there is such thing as causality, it means I have no choice over anything. I can't believe I never thought about this. Please, explain me out of this... I don't like it.