If I am honest with myself... I jerk off at the thought of realizing that I am actually an alternate type. I've been quite aroused by the idea of myself being an ISFJ recently... but it hurts me because every time I try and rationalize it... well I can't. Someone convince me I'm an ISFJ ples. ;-;
Also INTP. I once went through a phase where I decided that the only way to achieve the truth was through separating myself from my own values. But then I wondered whether or not doing so was healthy, and so switched to the polar opposite end, trying to bring my own emotions into everything. Honestly I don't even know who I am anymore since I tend to change my perspective based on what I think is most beneficial for me at the time. lol.