I know I will get some even worse response now. I have a slight hope that you won't react that way, because I know you can think when you want to
But I realize the chances are slim. I won't judge you for being rude now, as long as you think about what I have said. Even if you don't admit to it now.
I strongly recommend "My Awakening" by Dr. David Duke, to begin with. Please, read it, check the facts and mull it over.
Truly, I wish I hadn't wasted my time on so much communist literature when I was younger. Hadn't ever read a nationalist or national socialist book until I was 24.