I don't know if I would be welcome. I am very serious about this. Nobody has formally introduced me to the religion. I was raised Christian and have been a serious believer all of my life, up until two years ago I have been questioning my faith, but have not completely let go or ruled out that Christ was miraculous and the son of God. One of the main reasons why I want to become Muslim, is because I feel like the Christian community has failed me and I am drawn to how disciplined Muslims are. I think I would feel safe and covered by Islam. I have done some reading. I am afraid that if I don't become part of a community that takes their life serious I am literally going to die. Is my reasoning for considering becoming Muslim not good? Would I be unwelcomed for the concerns I mentioned, including the fact that I can't go as far as denouncing Christ? If I would be welcome, then where should I start?