I talk to God everyday! all the time! (unless I choose to ignore) how I wish I could explain to you what goes on in my life. Listen, before I begin here's the bible verse:
Joel 2:28 ""And afterward, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your old men will dream dreams, your young men will see visions."
Today, I went out for my semesterly coffee with my bible study assistant leader and out of the blue she asked me: Did you ever pray for the healing of your eyesight? I was like WHOA!!! God told You!!! And she was like: Keep it up. I was like... whoa! and you knew that I gave up.
You see, I prayed that 2 weeks ago. I was sooo sure he was gonna heal me but he didn't and I fell asleep disappointed. I was like.. but Jaime got healed why can't I? (Note that Jaime tried to get healed in prayer 3 times). I've gotta say though, my church people are great, alot of them spend hours and hours praying daily, that's why they can hear from God so well. Me? Still trying. I tend to disobey alot but that's why I'm studying now even after my exam is over - I messed up, but I know God wants me to know my anatomy and physio well. I'm expecting a healing soon
I gotta tell you guys, I said that I don't get affected by people's comments and stuff but that's not really true I've discovered, I know God's still working on me on this (about being immune to the praises of men and their criticisms). So, I was pretty discouraged, thinking I've messed up and all and hence did not want to return to post on this forum...but God wanted me to post the apology (since he can redeem, for instance after David repented for seducing Bathsheba, they had a child, who became King Solomon) and... ah... erm...
*cough* one of you here, needs to hear all this. this was my only task actually, not all the gabillion posts i made previously!
erm...got a message ...
no idea who you are, really, but you're disappointed with your work. and you've been feeling really jaded about everything, especially family. they are not supportive of what you're doing, and hence you're having abit of a cold war. everything "sucks" to you right now. And no, you don't believe in God - you think religion is "filthy" and its followers are mindless drones. These were your EXACT thoughts, this is what God told me so that you WILL know who you are, who reads this. However, you actually believe what I've written, very deep down inside, and you're wondering why you're such an idiot. You're the person God wants me to write this for.
I don't even know who you are, so I'm just obeying God this time on this one thing. My message for you is that...God is going to change and touch your life soon. You believe yourself a grown man but when you come to know him you will break down and weep like a child, wondering why you've spent so long thinking he didn't exist - it will literally be like a blindfold unwrapped from your eyes. You will see truth, and you will understand the bible and the events of time with the aid of the Holy Spirit. You will understand what the world outside cannot.
You'll be ignited with such a passion that you'll tell the neighbourhood you saw him do unbelievable things in your life! everyone will think you've gone mad! they'll laugh at you, but you'll keep on begging them to listen. you've got .... a long and hard road ahead but you're gonna do much for his kingdom.
And if you're wondering if the person is really you, you're going to find out soon enough. I'm sorry, when I say soon, i mean it in God's time, but in human years I don't think its long. If you're wondering did I have the hunch I should come in to MBTI Central because there's one person here who needed to hear this? Yes. I... thought I heard the Holy Spirit tell me then but I was uncertain and shrugged him off. I did not know it till now, but all my rambling was just meant to catch your attention. I made a mess, yet here's God's redeeming work,
cheers, whoever you are the only advice i can give you is that it doesn't take a day to trust, love and obey God, don't worry about it. the hardest thing can be people's hearts, especially when you see those you love around you in trouble and you know the answer is Jesus, you want to share with them but they don't want to listen. don't worry, Psalms 23:6 is just for you " Even when I go through the darkest valley, I fear no danger, for You are with me, Your rod and your staff, they comfort me."
well i really really hope the rest of you who read this...i just pray that one day you'll have a revelation of who,what,why, Jesus is the way the truth and the life, i can't do anything for you, i'm sorry. i cannot explain to you because a relationship with Jesus begins individually. i'd carry you to Jesus if I could, anything, oh anything, I didn't know what Hell was like, I was a fool when I posted last week and all I could say was that "Satan masquerades as an angel of light", but I watched 23 mins in Hell and how I've wept. I know that Bill Wiese tells the truth, because I've had a dream of heaven before and it was like he said - that some things will simply be "blocked out from your mind!" GodTube.com - 23 minutes in HellGod blocked out the pain and heat of Hell from him, he blocked out the real beauty of heaven for me, I could not see! Walls that should have designs, all I saw was white washed walls! Yet I knew in my spirit that something was there and it was beautiful, oh, how can I explain to you?
I've never met a single one of you face to face, but how I wish you'd put your pride aside, I'd do anything to save you - the truth hurts the most doesn't it? I pray that you'd know that you're a creation because someone dearly desired you to be around, not because you're a mutation of a monkey. It can hurt so much that you don't want to think about it - when mum told me my pants were smelly for instance, I got angry, embarassed and ignored her - till my housemate told me I stank Seen the movie the Matrix? Once I was angry at the person who told me I was living in the "matrix" too, but you know what, now I know that God is "Ephesians 3:20 Him who is able to do far more abundantly beyond all that we ask or think, according to the power that works within us". Us humans are like seamonkeys swimming happily in a tank surrounded by a hedge of algae, never realizing there's a world outside!He says that Hell is a place where God's presence is simply not there...meaning none of his blessings are there. There is no sunlight, food, water, sleep, air, or fellowship (no one can talk to another). And this is eternal. Since God is not there, God's enemy, the anti-God is. And they hate humans with a passion, because we were made in the image of God. They cannot hurt God, but they can hurt men.