I would say that you already see God (or whatever you want to call him/her/it) everyday, you just don't realize it.the fact that I don't feel a CONNECTION is what's bugging me... just going through the motions is a pretty pathetic way to look at a religion- if it doesn't resonate I can't see what the point is
Have you ever been surprised by the kindness and charity you see in others?
Have you ever been struck by the impossible beauty of a landscape?
Have you ever been so happy that you thought heaven must be something like this?
One of the main reasons I believe is that our world, and many of the people in it, are to incredible and beautiful for something greater than ourselves not to exist.