Ive come to a kind of disconcerting conclusion recently, theres nothing I believe in. I felt this to be such a big deal for me to a make new thread instead of just chocking it up to the crap I post in my blog. Of course I "believe" in the people I love and their actions and goals but I don't "believe" in anything that drives me.
No religion. No faith in any spirituality. No personal drives. Nothing that when I think about I get this uplifting feeling of absolute truth and desire to uphold.
Now let me make it clear, I do believe in things and people. I do have opinions. But nothing that if I was convinced it was wrong would shatter my world.
I believe in honor, but I'm not below dishonoring someone to gain a lead. I believe in my friends, but thats something I feel it would be weird not to do and not in anyway a belief system. I believe in my goals but ive grown so used to my goals to change at their own accord that believing in them would be like believing in a summer breeze, their always fleeting. I believe in monetary gain but not enough for it to be a true purpose of my life. I believe in love but not enough to motivate me.
I honestly have no idea what im looking for here advice wise or if it would even help. But explain to me what its like to "believe" in something. Are the things ive described enough for you to consider them beliefs? How did you come about your personal belief system? What are your beliefs?