Hm, you know, Antisocial one, I read your Entry-Post and must say that I really understand you. I can relate to that. In some Things I think alike, and for the Rest I can relate.
Also I have to say that I am impressed. People who don't follow the "Group-Thinking"-Thing impress me, because me myself I don't go with Groups either. I always made my own Rules and Thoughts. So yeah, this is not depressive or Anything, it is "awesome". Because unlike the other 87% of Humanity you actually bothered to make your "own World". People like you and me might have it a little tough sometimes, because we end up as Outcasts, but at least we don't just blindly follow the Group like Lemmings. Chapeau, really.