Test 2: So weird, I feel like I was actually undergoing hypnosis with that creepy music too!
This client is searching for ways to connect with others, because he or she feels innately separate from other individuals. Rather than react with alienation however, the client seeks to overcome obstacles, believing that such behavior will earn public recognition. Is highly observant and in the moment.
The client's life is in limbo at the moment, and this lack of affect is weighing heavily on his or her emotions, preventing rest and relaxation. Emotional relationships are unsatisfying and there is a perceived lack of mutuality. Often the choices that this individual makes will be an attempt, perhaps unconsciously, to acheive the affection that is missing.
Only thing I'll disagree with here is the reacting, I pretty much alienate a lot of the time.
Test 3 - UM WTF WAS THAT. I LEGIT STARTED PANICKING WHEN I LOOKED TOO HARD/FOR A WHILE.
You hold resentments that your problems are greater than they need to be. However there is a feeling that you can overcome them with effort. Whether or not this is true, it will tend to leave you feeling less hopeless than others who do not feel a sense of impact upon the world around them. You take pride in being able to change course when problems evolve and there is a distinct sense of personal agency, which can help to address rising anxiety caused by lack of success.
You will reject any limitations on your freedom or constraints upon your behavior. You desire above all to control your fortunes and will respond with great anger and anxiety if your self-determination is constrained. You believe that only by following your own beliefs explicitly will you be able to attain the respect you feel that you deserve.
I think the second paragraph is somewhat true to me, the first not as much. Generally not feeling it.
These jacked up tests, never again.
Don't you just love when there's a warning about possibly having to see a therapist at the end.