My actual read (which is only part of the story)
I actually let people in with a lot of things and just suffer when they happen to let me down.Your Inner Child Is Sad
You're a very sensitive soul.
You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have.
Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone.
You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time.
So ... especially because no one else asked...what's the deal?
My inner child has been resurrected, although it was a painful, arduous, long-term endeavor.
So it's possible. You don't have to stay dead.