Fidelia I am sure I could improve, and I am sure Jennifer would like to improve me.
But they are completely out of reach, certainly out of emotional reach.
They both baffle my imagination. And worse, there is the implication that it is all my fault, whereas I am quite sure it is all their fault.
I would like to say it is a Mexican Standoff but rather it is trench warfare with no end in sight.
It is not really sad, rather I feel angry and I know Jennifer feels angry too, but Fidelia's feelings are unknown.