I enjoy science, but the details and slow learning structure in Uni bore the pants off me. I'd love to work with AI or get really into Astrophysics and make a contribution, but the process of getting there, just doesn't seem worth it(and painful).
I'm more into Sci-fiction, than hard text book science.
back when I was detatched from my own feelings and of others,
and unhealthy (like many unhealthy INTPs or immature ENTPs i've seen of late), my theories and world solving problem plans that I shared resulting in my being called Sociopathic.
i still wanted to be an actor in this period of my life (but part of it was for getting money for world domination).
I tested on MBTI: INTJ a few times then INTP a few times over a few years, during that time I was a troll (but not the bullying over the top type who I now decimate when I see them attacking someone who clearly can't defend themselves).
I also solved problems for people (unsolicted advice) frequently and got it in the chops a lot of the time.
"YOU DON'T KNOW ME!" (clearly I know you better than you, duh, lol, I know I know)
Since my intense relationship with an INFJ, my F has developed, and i'm able to be closer to others, including myself, but this leads me to further confusion over the above. (part of my ENTPness was rebelling against formal education and everything in general, but if i'm honest with myself, I know the structure would be good for me)
I've pretty much ignored my creative side development as well. (used to draw/write/make music goofing around)
My focus has purely been on what "should do" and personal growth.
I don't know where to go with this.
Any advice or any one who's been stuck in this situation before?