i think ive arrived to the point where im obsessed with fitting myself into psychological equations with ideas of how and what each variable means in the total equation which is me, but i dont think im calculating right any more, because of the emotional involvement i have with my identity and lack of distance to observe myself from outside, makes this ultimately feeble and impossible.
And that i take each variable as limitation rather than an opportunity to my identity.
Thus i think it would be better to be typed face to face with people without emotional involvement to your identity. But eugh, am i still obsessing with these matters too much. To the point of possibly obsessive compulsiveness. Which is how ive spent my past two years.
So is it just me or are other people obsessing with this, taking it a liittle bit too seriously?