yeah but, if you don't mind me saying, that way you're just stuck in your head. i mean, you have a closed perspective on things, you are not the universe, you don't know if your vision of being a pilot is close to reality. you kinda have to experience it, or at least get closer to it, to see how it is. no?
anyway, I'm really loving this forum. i to have a lot of problems to understand Ni (and i super appreciate my Ni-dom friends) so you're all helping me out