I admit I have to take published words to explain this.
Everyday I read My signature.. I put it there for a reason.Gain a profound realization from a mystical state or sudden release of emotions..
Achieve a metamorphosis, definitive insight, or powerful vision of change.
I kept going into emotional meltdown..
When my hysteria reached a certain level
I was flooded with emotions that were not pertinent to the actual situation I was in.
What resulted was a profound realization as to what exactly my fucking problem was.. But it was abstract.. even if I could hear vague voices in my head, of people I had recently confronted with, trying to tell me something.
This silenced me as I was trying to decipher the meaning of things floating around in my head..
I asked the universe for clarity.. As I approached the calendar I was also thinking about my vague realiztion
Then I Read what as written and.. AH HA!!
I had my clarity just like that.. I am seriously rigid in my expectations of certain people. I end up trying to conform them to my view point .. even if they are trying to do the same thing to me.
That's their problem, not mine.. I need to deal with my problems.
Ask and ye shall receive.. as long as you believe and listen.
So now I wear the quote as a mantra, and say it to myself I every time I am on here posting.. I finish posting and I see it.. and I realize I need to go back and change my post because I am not following my mantra.
I "achieve a metamorphosis, definitive insight, or powerful vision of change"
Through "a profound realization from a mystical state or sudden release of emotions".
In my case both a sudden release of emotions that are not pertinent to my actual situation and through mysticism, by asking the universe to help clarify things for me. The rest is up to me.. I need to have enough insight to pick up the information. If "traditional" methods don't work.. then whatever does, eh?
I then focus on a symbol.. My Sig .. see??? Ni at work..
The proof is how I have handled conflict this week, with the way I handled conflict, 4 weeks ago.
It's not magic.. and no one is stuck being who they believe they have to be or who others tell them, they have to be..
You.. as a human being, have the gift of forward thinking.. That means you can make a choice.
Changes aren't permanent.. but change is.