WTF is this weird-ass trait, why does it flip as a kind of circuit breaker, and why can I flip it back as soon as the 'crisis passes'? It kind of startles me a bit. It's effective, but it scares the holy shit out of everyone else, especially since it's not 'like me':
Have you ever become a combination of a tornado and a volcano when your plan gets fucked up and the only way to get up to speed is to go like a bat out of hell, looking like you are going to kill anyone who gets in your way? That happened to me today, and it scares even ME a little bit.