I'm 27, and, in many ways, refuse to "grow up".
And by "grow up" I mean, settle down into an occupation, an academic field, or, I dunno, do such stifling things as my taxes. :/
I'm a perpetual child, and I CAN'T STAND doing things that I do not LOVE!!!!
At this point, I have accumulated over 140 credits but have yet to get my B.A.
I need to feel INSPIRED in order to really do anything, seriously, I do.
Yeah, and I am indolent, too.
Why can't I focus on ONE THING, why must I constantly get side-tracked and distracted!?!?!?
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT TO BE WHEN I "GROW UP"
And, I'm not ashamed to admit it.
But, I think... somehow, someway, I need to become more responsible.
I just want to be happy, pursue things I love, and, in a small way, make the world a better place.
I want to continue to explore and learn and absorb new things, and live life to the fullest, but alas, that dreaded reality-factor comes in.
Having to pay bills and shit.
It's all about the path, right?
The journey, the process...
But, am I aimless?!?!?
Doomed to go nowhere?!!?
I do not have a set destination.
I just know what feels right, when it feels right.
Who can relate?!?!
Can you relate??!?
I think I may need help.
Do I need help!??!
Any responses would be greatly appreciated.
With love and respect,