A philosophy that emphasizes the uniqueness and isolation of the individual experience in a hostile or indifferent universe, regards human existence as unexplainable, and stresses freedom of choice and responsibility for the consequences of one's acts.
Yup. That's everything I believe in a tidy dictionary format.
Is it that by its indefiniteness it shadows forth the heartless voids and immensities of the universe, and thus stabs us from behind with the thought of annihilation, when beholding the white depths of the milky way?
critical realist, also. but it doesn't totally fit as I don't really believe in some of the quasi dualistic "our view vs the reality" some of that brand of philosophy seems to go toward.
So critical realist to a degree, but keep in mind shrodinger and how the observer is PART of the system he/she/it observes, in actuality but also 'historically', with a causal relationship between the system and how the observer came to be, and then how his ideas came to be (darwin applied to social knowledge and perceptions if u will
Expression of the post modern paradox : "For the love of god, religions are so full of shit"
Theory is always superseded by Fact...
... In theory.
“I’d hate to die twice. It’s so boring.” Richard Feynman's last recorded words
"Great is the human who has not lost his childlike heart." Mencius (Meng-Tse), 4th century BCE