I've noticed that if I plan to do something special and out of the ordinary, if a number of things go wrong it exhausts me and marrs my experience. As a younger woman I was very open to random, new experiences and was quite adventurous, more so than some people I know. I feel very restricted by schedules, and am messy and disorganized though not "dirty."
I am just wondering if the fact that I am bothered so much by a cluster of little things going wrong - to the point that it makes me very tired and upset -is because of my Fi, because I'm actually an Introvert even though I'm quite talkative and expressive, or if these are J traits. I thought P people were more "go with the flow"...and it seemed like I was more so when I was younger. Still, even when I was younger I always had to have my personal space and my own room to retreat to.
Thoughts? I wouldn't post it if it wasn't something that I have noticed repeatedly about myself...it almost appears that it takes excessive energy to do things out of my normal schedule, or that I'm too sensitive to things going wrong.