it's funny of how actually, frankly-speaking, there're quite a lot number of girls who're initially interested to me, but not in a "natural bad boy flirtatious" way (obviously!),..but these girls often blurted out some words like "you're so romantic!" , when I am so immersed in my piano-playing, or acoustic-guitar playing, or whenever I let them hear my music compositions
(yes, being a musician does help increase ur "attraction rate" a LOT!
there's no secret in it, I think)
but then, usually, two things unfortunately would happen:
1. either I've shown my feelings too much intense & early on, hence, seems to do all those "stupid, awkward" things, and the girls 'ran away'
2. being a damn perfectionist and idealistic I am, I actually found (after the
3rd date, or even after 1st date) that these girls are not according to my "ideals" , and hence, I kept looking for another ones....and so on,...and so on....until i'm being single so long, that my friends started to get confused as to why am I still constantly single, while having lots of "female friends"