Recurring theme.... Why is this "bad"? It's just N.
The same reason I hate or am ashamed of my strong feelings - I can't control it. Something in the back of my mind tells me I can stay in the present if I just try hard enough, but I know that's simply delusion.
eNFJ 4w3 sx/so 468 tritype
EII-Fi subtype, Ethical/Empath, Delta/Beta
AIS Holland code
Here's another I just discovered, much to my displeasure:
I have a deep-seated fear of pain/rejection in response to an attempt at giving physical affection.
Because of the above, I lock up when in the face of physical affection and find myself physically unable to get myself to respond to what I mentally want myself to do. Like...I cannot get/have a hard time getting my body into motion to hug someone even if I want to hug that person very badly.
"I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference."