The two worst faults in myself that cause me the most pain:
1. It's very hard for me to adequately extrovert out what I feel and think inside, especially verbal.
2. It's very hard for me to stay in the moment, it always has been. I go through my life with my body doing all the things I need to do to surivive but my mind a million miles away, even when I most want to be in the moment. It's like my life in the external world is a movie viewed through cotton gauze.
3. I've never felt I had enough physical energy to meet the demands of life and I hate myself over it many times.