I don't want to open a new thread for this.
Question for people with strong Ni.
Did you ever come to realiztion that Ni is preventing you from forming a clear personaity?
Which is because you can see so many facts and outcomes at once that you can't treat things and events as something that is close to your heart.
For me it can happens that I function best if I have alone time between doing different things. Which is because when I am doing something my mind is litteraly fooded with data and it is set in a way that I will be able to process those things. But when I continue with something that is quite different I must transform the way how my entire mind functions. If we are talking about things that are quite simple and earthy then there is no problem but if only one activity is not I will do my job much better if I have time for transformation.
I don't know how many times it happened to me that people were sure that I like something but I don't. I don't know what to say to them because back then I worked in a different mind set then now. One thing is lying but I actually trully think what I say and I stand behind it. But wait for sometime and I will not be exactly as I was.
To confuse people even more I am the one that is always pushing for more organization and logic. So this look like I am playing games with them.
The thing is that I am aways aware of very large amount of data when I do something and I have that much data for another activity. So it takes time to replace data that I needed with new data for new activity. And when I am am aware of specific data it defines my personality. So as I am changing the data of which I am aware in my mind I am also changing myself as a person.(to some degree)
Many times I see different outcomes and for each I have different logic which I will use if it happens that it comes to that scenario. Also I can claim that something is bad and then something happens and I change my entire logic/goal but that means that the thing that was bad in now good. Which is something that most people have problem understanding.
So I can never say "This is me!" and be fully correct.
For now I will keep it short just to see if someone relates but this is not the entire thing.
If someone thinks WTF after this post, they are quite free to say why they think that.