Sometimes I do because it would just be easier. But I know I would feel unhappy and dissatisfied.
Yeah sort of this, I would be fighting with myself over it internally.
I want it easier but then again I don't want it too easy. I guess it is just a way to whine, so perhaps, you (OP) the sx, should just practise some patience a bit, unless it is clearly a dead end zone.
Yes actually, i have actually said that i want to find a female version of me. Although i have such strong sp that i cant even slightly identify with sx or so, so maybe it isn't the same way for someone with a more balanced secondary.
I wouldn't mind it. I think I have noticed that I click faster and deeper with sp/sx's. But really I have noticed that I can get intimate and feel satisfied with that intimacy, with anyone that's not sx last. Not that it really determines anything. If there's a bond then it doesn't matter.
I'm that person that embodies pretty much everything that you hate.
Unapologetically bonding in an uninhibited, propelled manner
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