ive had numerous experiences when other people are ridiculously intimidated of me. i find it very easy to be that way.
like once, a person whom i knew nothing of blabbered to me, and it bored me ALOT
, so i simply focused all my attention to seeing into his head.
i noticed he started visibly shaking at one point in fear, lols
. =D (he also acted all wary of me the next time we spoke.)
and then i once threatened to kill an 8w7
because he would intentionally hurt me physically, he was all trying to pretend strong with a guitar on his hand in a combat stance, and i was mentally laughing at his pussiness in my head
and yeah, i do realize this isnt healthy behaviour
, but sometimes i dont know what else to do.
then there was an occasion when someone took rules too seriously, and would leave me to starve because i wasnt allowed to eat due some stupid rule of meal times. i basically melodrmatically exclaimed my frustration at her. later, we went to talk to a psychologist, and she was all afraid when she told the psychologist that im too intense. that made me just mentally roll my eyes.
sometimes when im just extremely frustrated and have no idea why or what to do about it, my words will come all poisonously intense like i was about to murder you. and often, peoples stupidity frustrates me into that state
and they took me into mental hospital for a half year because of that. if they just told me its not nice behaviour, i wouldve stopped instantly. but no, i guess they think that social norms are somehow obvious to people
i guess, intensity is a joke to me.
often i pretend shy, because people would be intimidated by my eye contact