It’s interesting reading the comments of people who are sx-last. It’s hard wrapping my head around that perspective.
I’m sp-last, and I really feel like all the things associated with it are a big pain in the butt. I hate stopping what I’m doing to eat, cook, sleep, etc. I usually forget that I need to eat or sleep until I’m halfway starving or falling over asleep in my chair. Actually getting to sleep has been an issue my entire life because I just don’t want to do it. And I swear that if it wasn’t for my best friend being sp-first, I wouldn’t know how to cook at all, haha.
I also relate well to the others who said they have trouble monitoring their bodies for pain for health reasons. If I’m not feeling pain right at the second that doctors ask me, I have no idea how to describe pain I have felt over the past few days or weeks or how to rate the amount of pain I’ve been in. Even if I know I need to monitor these things, actually trying to do it is annoying at the level of scraping nails on a chalkboard.