Is mal like this? No, of course.sx/sp: Intense, often a stab-in-the-chest sensation, leaving me in tears without knowing why. Fantastical but much more concentrated in a few inner images. Can be abstract, animating dead objects into their field of contemplation. Embodiment of another human, thing, or idea is common in their writings.
Is mal like this? Pretty much.sp/soc: The most straightfoward in language, with relatively little trills and embellishments. Points made directly and from personal experience. Business-like. Clear. Cynical. Lacking in internal experience compared to other stackings.
And please, I don't want to hear "but I deeply desire an intense relationship". Sexual and sentimental frustration are not a mark of the Sx instinct if it's not balanced by a strong sexual energy.