- When you were just going out to get some milk at the grocery store and you suddenly find yourself spearheading a revolution
- When everyone within a 5 feet radius from you can only communicate through pleasurable groans and screams because your mere presence is making them cum so hard
- When you avoid doing anything you like, because you know if you let out that intensely burning white flame of passion within, you'll literally combust and die an excruciating death being swallowed by the flames of your fervor
When you can name your nemesis
When you get an inner sense that your next lover is imminent
When no-one can ever stare at you or whisper behind your back without you instantly turning to face them
When you can name the exact perfume that just walked into the room
...when movies affect you so much you can no longer watch them without feeling like your heart is going to break into a million tiny, worthless shards; you want to be the one who has to die for all of humanity to live; you want to have dangerous adventures and passionate romances; you want NEED your life to be as intense as the main character's and as you walk out of that theatre you feel as though you are incomplete for just surviving.
When you get ridiculously passionate about something, turn around, and are depressed by how flat everyone else around you regarding the same thing.
When you're afraid of pushing too hard on people you're interested in because you've been burnt by it so many times in the past.
When you are charismatic as hell when you let yourself be you.
When you know your perfect other half that you'll sail away and live the perfect most beautiful life is out there, so you almost forcefully try to peg on that template on everyone you meet who seems promising, and then after so many failed attempts, you realize that there is no such person.
You you are Sx when a horny or naughty expression cannot be unoticed by you radar.
You create riot and hystery, without really trying.
A provocative position and a stimulating posiion are the same thing for you
You could'nt be bland or normal, even if you tried to
You are unable to be "average", you are great or you suck but nothing in the middle
You have a hard time to understand why girls like to be invited to restaurant, you eat because you are supposed to eat, but just that.
Death is a part of life, it is the only sure thing in the world, so you don't worry about this, only about what happen before, you assume that life is a care launched against a wall, and you push on the accelerator.
While most people tend to make effort to be prepared when they worry, the most you are worrying, the lesat you are prepared, against wether, food, problems of money.
You assume that being homeless is just the most natural way for human being, so, that's not so bad.
You lost me on the homeless one and the death one -- (I'm pretty aware of death -- not paranoid or looking out for it but kind of just accepted it at a young age, don't necessarily feel rushed or anything because of it)..
Aside from that.. I don't know if this is sexual instinct stuff or not, but it's scary how much what you described sounds like me! It's nice to know there are others out there!