Because it is uncomfortable, doesn' t correspond with my inner self, the image I want for myself, and my goals in life. Conventionally, women should be nurturing, caring and submissive. I hate that. I am logical, calculated, assertive, independent, and I really feel dishonored when someone takes too much care of me( when I have to carry the bags, and my grandma insists on men carrying them, I feel embarrassed, because it looks like as if I have some disability with my hands and can' t carry them myself) . I believe that if I can do something on my own, I must do it myself instead of asking others( because I both won' t look like a disabled person in front of others and will do it better than others because i' m doing it for myself) , and if I can' t do something on my own, i should learn to do it so I won' t have to ask others to help me. The more self - sufficient I am, the better. Conventions say women should rely on man, stay at home and raise childrenand generally act one of those damsels in distress you see in movies( the last one would be a great dishonour for me to do) . Excuse me, but it' s up to me to decide on which I am going to use my organism for. I have a loner personality, I am much more into knowledge than family, and I believe I will be a much better computer programmer than a mother or a wife. Yes, I have reproduction organs. I can also eat insects, but I don' t because I consider it disgusting. Having the possibility to do something doesn' t mean you should always do it. I chose to pursue career and self - development in life insteaf of family. I have the right to do so. And no convention can tell me to change my mind. I just want to look what I am inside, so that people would stop mistaking me for some feminine touchy - feely sweetie.