I think I can develop one hell of a problem and afraid I won't be able to deal with this...The thing is a have the whole history of "unhealthy relationship" to food behind me and the whole history might be just waiting for me. Well...I was used to eat one meal a day, like vegetables and soya meet, sometimes not even that and lost really a lot of weight. But then... people started to bitch about how I look, my mom was crazy about it, my friends were crazy about it...etc... My mom started to control my eating so freaking much, I just had to start eating normally. At first I tried to keep my weight range low, but then it all got totally fucked up and I just thought...okay they want me to eat normally so I will, I don't have to control myself that much anymore...so I started to eat everything...totally everything. I lost control over my eating...I just started to bing eating too much and that sucks ...Is there anyone with any experience with really strict dieting and then getting back to normal eating? Is it possible without binges? I fear, that if I am going to continue this I won't be able to get throught the door by the end of this year.