Could you please let us have a look. It seems like it's worth a try before you go ahead with plastic surgery. Perhaps part of it is that it just doesn't jive with the internal image you have of yourself...
I hear getting tailored clothing is expensive. And typically, I wear black; can't get much darker than that.
I hear cosmetic surgery is expensive too.
Black is good - but fit, material & over all style can make a difference in how that black looks.
Being physically attractive has a lot more to do with grooming & taking care of yourself than the features genetics granted you with, IMO. It will go much farther & be way less invasive & risky than surgery.
"Charlotte sometimes dreams a wall around herself. But it's always with love - So much love it looks like everything else. Charlotte Sometimes - So far away, glass sealed and pretty." - The Cure