I'm not understanding the bigger issue here. My problem is that I was in a major depression for 6 years that consisted of me being in my room, inactive and disinterested in life except for my computer.
Right now my problem is that I have constant general anxiety that prevents me from functioning 100% normal and I have fears of falling back into my depression from years ago that is triggered by things that reminds me of it. The memories put me into a few minutes of doom and gloom thinking it's happening again.
I've noticed while on the antidepressants that I let a lot of things just slide, I don't overanalyze nearly as much, and I actually WANT to talk to people for fun!