It wouldn't be that hard for psychiatrists or psychologists to offer consistent doses of MDMA or LSD. And rare or even moderate use (MDMA should only be used rarely) of soft drugs like MDMA or LSD or psilocybin is fine by all indications, assuming the appropriate set & setting is in place. Flashbacks or LSD storing itself it people spines are ridiculous. LSD can give you flashbacks the same way the Vietnam war gives people flashbacks, if you have a horrible experience with the drug.
It's those prescription SSRI drugs I'm more worried about, but they have proved helpful to many.
Yeah, it's all in process and there are no hard and fast answers. Side-effects, misadministration (And The Administration too - heh) True of most drugs.
And the "soft" ones are no exception, in spite of popular mythology.
"No ray of sunshine is ever lost, but the green which it awakes into existence needs time to sprout, and it is not always granted to the sower to see the harvest. All work that is worth anything is done in faith." - Albert Schweitzer
i probably contemplate suicide too much, but i usually hate myself and my life and sometimes things seem so pointless. I have times during the week where i get really emotional and i get upset easily and i feel really down and i become very self deprecating and i sit in my closet and seriously contemplate suicide. I usually come out of my closet a few hours later alive after talking myself out of it.
I've started wanting to die when I was 8 I prayed to god that he'd killed me, then when I was 10 I tried drowning in the tub, didn't work I wasn't and still not patient enough to drown, that didn't stop me from sneaking into my room with plastic bags and trying to suffocate, of course I'd get scared. Then at 12 I decided I was going to set myself on fire I couldn't do it, so I set the backyard on fire, I freaked out got my brother to help me put out the fire I lied saying I was playing with matches, and I was, but never added the part to burn myself alive. 12-19 I had thoughts never really acted on them, 19 shit went down got pissed about killed my class mates decided to OD instead went to a place for 2 weeks haven't tried since, if anything I'm afraid to attempt out of fear of not dieing and back in a god awful place. Now I have less frequent thoughts of suicide but once a month I also seriously consider it, as in I make a plan.