Game Theory. I haven't really studied any of the supporting math, but the scenarios fascinate me.
Two fictional universes -one fantasy, one sci-fi. Both were born out of semi-coherent dreams. I flesh out storyline, characters, history, etc. But I'm a terrible writer, so the stories will likely never come to fruition.
hhhmmm can you believe that my mind has periods of blankness... where it appears empty, well on a thought level yet when it's blank that is usually when my emotions are heightened. Does that make sense.
I often catch myself thinking about the what ifs of life.... then I think about the feelings I have and why.......
~t ...in need of hugs please... Jung Test Results
Extroverted (E) 63.16% Intuitive (N) 60.53% Feeling (F) 84.38% Perceiving (P) 87.1% ~Your type is: ENFP
Are there any topics or thoughts that you notice your mind continually returns to? What is the nature of these thoughts? Do you like thinking these thoughts, or would you rather think about something else? Do you have any control over these thoughts?
If you consciousness had legs and a lifetime supply of frequent flyer miles where would it go?
God, religion, mankind's behaviour and need for god, natural instincts, the supernatural, and round and round and round.
Everything seems to lead back to those thoughts, even random thoughts on sex could send me off on a tangent back to those things.
I would rather not think or dwell on it anymore, yet I still end up dwelling on it. No control over when they come, but I can shake them off consciously until the next time it creeps up on me.
"No one can be free of the chains that surround them"
I oftne think about art... theres hardly a time when I'm not thinking about music. I'm very philosophical, so I often think of things about... the nature of things (holy god, I'm David Suzuki :O :P). I often think about what my... purpose or meaning or whatever is, and how much I've developed as a person.
I often think of potential situations... its quite odd, really... I'll think about an argument i can see myself getting into, or just a general conversation, and I'll imagine it the whole way through, even assuming the personality of the people I imagine I'm interacting with.
I have some thoughts that are like the things above, but instead of being argumentive they are romantic... like me meeting some girl some palce and it ending up being a perfect meeting and all that jazz. I really like those ones.
*am I doing the right thing/s with my time and my life? Is there something better I could/should be doing?
*exercising (and then not doing it)
*being hungry, how there is not food in the house I want to eat or want to cook and wishing I had something to eat I wanted
*being in a romantic relationship
*whether I am making good choices
*my daughter and if I am giving her what she needs
*what my daughter will be like when she grows up -what she will do for work, if she will have children, where she will live, etc.
*money -making it, spending it, having it, not having it
*debts - being worried them
*school starting soon and being nervous about going to classes, writing papers, being with people younger than me, my major (what I will do with my degree after school)
*returning phone calls
*my family and friends
*God and spirituality, meditation
*being happy, being a good friend, being generous toward others
People who get nostalgic about childhood were obviously never children.
Bill Watterson, Calvin and Hobbes
US cartoonist (1958 - )