It seems your emotions lack the ups and downs of the average man's across the board, and the wager I'd place on the hypothesis that this is entirely related to that would be somewhere in the league of ten thousand American dollars.
The day of the average person is filled with moments of both happiness and irritation. From what you've said about your psyche, this appears not to especially hold true in your case.
I just wanted to be sure that I have the right picture about your post.
I have come to this forum to research many thing about myself and others
so I probably come as braggart to some people.
As for the food, I don't like to be hungry and when I am hungry I eat.
I just don't understand the cult of food. For example my father talks about feeding rituals
and joy for the senses and to be honest I have no idea about what he is talking about.
I take it you've never gone hungry then. I mean, haven't you ever gone for a really long hike and at the end of it, you're healthy and your lungs are happily pumping air- and then you have to eat?
Please read the thread. That is the only way you will realise what I am actually asking.
OK I will go to more direct aproach.
Why people enjoy so much in some kinds of food?
I have seen people how they are eating entire box of ice cream and they can't stop eating it. I am sorry but I don't see why that makes him/her so happy and it is my observation that it makes them happy.
My family all the time eats sweets(like ice cream and pudding) after lunch and I never do that with them. I simply don't see what is so enjoyable.
While I eat because I am hungry and I stop when I am not hungry any more.
Sorry I'm a little obscure as usual. What I was getting at, is perhaps you've never felt the lack of wellbeing associated with a loss of appetite- and therefore can't recognize any "happiness" that eating does bring.