My low self esteem manifests in bombastic or self-destructive behavior. Only through the behavior have I traced the problem back to self esteem, though I don't seem to have low self esteem and I don't feel it. I have ADD to the max and it has always been hard for me to be smarter than the large majority of people that I have come into contact with while being logistically retarded. I have had my room key remade 4 times in the past 6 months. My car key 4 times as well. I've been pulled over 12 times and I'm 20 years old. Poor driving is often a sign of ADD. I can't focus enough to get anything done, even read, but I'm very hungry for knowledge. I frequently drive much farther than I should and am forced to turn around because I am so physically detached. When sensors talk to me, I become frustrated quickly. I have avoided them my entire life, dismissing them as less intelligent or incapable of following my speech. I did notice some Sensors being incredible artists. I knew that their intelligence wasn't missing, it was only placed somewhere differently than mine. They were SP's though. I STILL can't find the silver lining in SJ's. Kidding.