I am called to practice music, practice drawing, practice writing, read the classics, train as an athlete, run a business, or be involved in money making.
None of it is a goal on to itself. All of it is done as naturally as someone who breathes so it is not vanity which pulls me but my true being, my essence, my sacred fire, and my soul.
Yet with work I cannot find the time to progress and I will have to sacrifice I believe some of these things.
But these things make me physically healthy.
I believe this is mayhaps why I have been told I may have asbergers because without these routines I have nervous system issues. It seems that hearing and practicing music has an effect on my brain chemistry as much as running and doing pullups and helping and serving and writing and drawing. All of it is a biological thing...
Anyone feel this way too?