Be aware, I guess, that posting on such a forum can be extremely detrimental to your psychological well being. Having been away, I definitely saw an uptick in my quality of life. I enjoy people more in person, I find them to be extremely complex and challenging, which causes in me gain that I could never have achieved over this medium. If you were like me, coming up, you'll isolate yourself...a lot. You'll run to platforms for people interaction (such as this) where you feel safe and comfortable and in control of the situation. In doing so, you'll be sacrificing experiences that everyone, at least here, wants and, I'd argue, needs.
When you're not beating your mind up senseless, life is actually pretty amazing. It's almost saddening, but not really, to know that it won't be like this, one day. But then again, it makes you appreciate it even more. Almost like angst, but in its positive form. That's how I perceive it a lot of the time.