I was in South Africa with my aunt & uncle and we were on the beach playing volleyball with some other people. all of a sudden these two lions were walking down a path near the beach and everyone flipped their shit and ran. next thing I know we were in a car driving up a hill in a city that had all these different clubs and chain restaraunts that ripped off various companies (knockoff Taco Bell, knockoff Chick-Fil-A). there were people in the buildings. I told my aunt to stop driving and that we could get help from the people inside (idk why we were trying to leave) and she kept saying no. as we were going up the hill the steering wheel broke. my aunt and uncle were both pissed but I looked out at the city and was trying to tell them how pretty it was because there were tons of towers with their lights on and it was on the coast and the sky was cloudy but I could see a bit of the night sky through it
Last night (or more accurately this morning), I was spider man but it was like I was in Game of Thrones. They were after me. The Lannisters kept getting killed but people didn't know who was doing it. It was the minor Lannisters and not the more important one, making it seem like it was a competing faction and not whoever was in power at the moment.
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my mom came into my room in the middle of the night and told me to check my bed. I wasn't asleep, I was staying up on my phone, so I threw my phone under my pillow and pretended to be half-awake. my mom came into my room again and I was entirely asleep and she woke me up and told me to check my bed again. when I woke up I wasn't even scared, I just felt really heavy and had to pee. there was not pee in my bed and nothing else in it either.
Strange medication induced super clear dreams are back.
Im pretty sure this was a dream, but could have been Tv. But pretty sure it was a dream. Im going to put it in spoilers though because its a bit... Weird.
Was out with some people, guys and girls. And we were at like... A bed bath and beyond or something. And one of the guys and one of the girls just start having sex on the bed. And we all kind of look the other way and get into a chat. But like,
4 seconds into it the girl starts crying and screaming. And runs over to me some other girls and starts crying that he didnt pay any attention to her penis. And I was really confused but everyone else seemed to understand and were being really sympathetic and were all mad at the guy and all the girls were talking about how they hated when guys forgot about their penises. And I was just really confused and said that I didnt... What? And they all said.. Yeah. You didnt know that all girls had hidden penises? They are retracted most of the time but everyone has one. They pop out like a switchblade. And then they took their pants off and showed me their penises and I looked at mine and saw that now, in addition to a vagina, I also had a penis. And it was like, a, how did I not know I had a penis- sort of thing. Im an idiot. OBVIOUSLY I have a penis. Durh.
And yeah. Im thinking that was a dream because I cant imagine what TV show/movie it could have been.
Last night woke up and realized that my face was REALLY broken out-this was reality. Walked around searching for something to put on it, found something, and went back to sleep.
Started dreaming that my face had gotten SOOO much worse. That it had turned green and had started rotting and was really sad about in the dream. Went to my dad and asked him what to do and he started laughing. Then went to the doctor and they said that my face was just going to fall off and I had to accept it and stop bitching because it didnt really matter that much anyways.
And then I woke up because I started feeling sad because soo... I was just supposed to sit there and wait to lose my face forever and do nothing. And it felt gross and just horrible.
But good thing is when I woke up... I was, i got a split second of relief as I came to and realized that alls I had were a... Shit load- comparatively to what I generally have- of pimples- but nothing was rotten and I got to keep my face and it would get better and yay!
I write all my dreams, so I remember them all. Last night I dreamt I was in some sort of weird house at night. The interior was pretty much how I had pictured the house from The Turn of the Screw by Henry James, but it was not it. It was all white, with really poor illumination, and a lot of plants were hanging from the wall. I was in a corner surrounded by windows with white, dusty blinds and the plants hanging from the ceiling were all around me, like vines. Next to me there was a chair with a headless body sitting on it, and another guy at the other side of the body. We had to wrap the body's throat with duct tape and then start making a ball out of duct tape and chains on it, to make it appear that he had a head, but there was some sort of invisible force that would unroll the chains, and we had to start all over again. Once we managed the chains to make a head-like ball, the invisible force started throwing cupcakes to the head until it fell down, and the chains started unrolling again. I tried to stop it but my legs got tangled in the chains and I ended up hanging from the ceiling, while the other guy cleaned the duct tape head with hs tongue (eating the cupcakes cream).
I have no clue what this means
MBTI: INTP (though I'm PINT-sized) * Ti = Ne > Fi > Ni > Si > Te = Se >>> Fe Enneagram: 5w4 - 4w5 - 1w9 sp/sx * 5 > 4 > 1 > 8 > 3 > 6 > 7 > 9 > 2 Socionics: LII - Ne SLOAN: Rc|U|EI Holland Code: AIE Temperament: Melancholic/Choleric House: Slytherin Oldham's: Idiosyncratic/Solitary
Omnis res est se ipsa singularis et per nihil aliud
I think the last one I remember was more like a nightmare of sorts. In it, I witnessed a father leaning down what almost looked as if he was going to kiss his very young (toddler) son on the lips before he bit him hard there. I remember the sounds of crying and flesh. I remember seeing the son getting stitches on his bottom lip, with black x's against alabaster skin.
I sometimes hate going to sleep these days.
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So. Yeah. Words. Bye.