You are both paranoid and delusional, and I hope you get help soon if you mean the things you're saying here. I don't want to hurt your feelings in any way, I really like you and respect you, but the way you are going on about this sincerely worries me.
I understand if this makes you angry or offends you, but my intentions are good.
That last should be in your sig.
"I absorb energy like a sponge everywhere I go. It allows me to see the world and my purpose in it." Zak Bagans, Ghost Adventures (INFJ)