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    Default I don't know what I'm doing

    Any of it, its hard for me to get motivated to do anything even shower, last night i thought of killing myself because the way everythings going is not getting better, I'm not going to kill myself just having really strong urges to. I'm scared.I just need someone to talk to.
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    what exactly is the problem? do you have a hard life or are you just chronically depressed? maybe you need to be in a treatment facility.
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    chronically depressed and have no life skills i can't take care of myself.I was doing better the last month than last night it all came crashing down
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    Quote Originally Posted by prplchknz View Post
    chronically depressed and have no life skills i can't take care of myself.I was doing better the last month than last night it all came crashing down
    Hey hey suga plum, i'll be on vent later if you wanna chat.
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    Quote Originally Posted by HelenOfTroy View Post
    Hey hey suga plum, i'll be on vent later if you wanna chat.
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    If I'm not out doing other things sure.I have things I have to do today motivated or not. but I am feeling more motivated than i did yesterday
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    Quote Originally Posted by prplchknz View Post
    If I'm not out doing other things sure.I have things I have to do today motivated or not. but I am feeling more motivated than i did yesterday
    Ok well thats a start anyway.
    I'll be onventline between 10.30pm and 11pm my time...not sure how that equates but yeah.
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    Quote Originally Posted by HelenOfTroy View Post
    Ok well thats a start anyway.
    I'll be onventline between 10.30pm and 11pm my time...not sure how that equates but yeah.
    yeah I'll tryto be around, i might not need to talk anymore though.
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    Hang in there. There are people who care about you. Are the suicidal thoughts connected to your medications? Sometimes it's listed as a side effect. Maybe you need to talk to a doctor about adjusting your dosage?

    One of my nephews attempted suicide a few months ago. He would have succeeded, but luckily he had a change of mind and called a friend who took him to the hospital. It feels so awful thinking we could have lost him. There are people who care about you and would feel awful if you were gone, too. So hang in there.
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    it probably isn't the meds because i've been on them for close to 4 months and didn't really have suicidal thoughts as intense as last night
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    Still might be worth checking with a doctor. Some meds build up in your system over time. Hope you're feeling better now at least.
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