sometimes I see people with really high self-esteem and they amaze me. Like their self-esteem is so high that they actually seek out people and situations that they think could take them down a peg or two. Seriously, this is attractive and stimulating to them.
It's also so weird and different from me that I find it intriguing when it's genuine. Like I see how that can potentially keep you from sulking and getting down on yourself too.
I don't know. I don't fully know what to make of it yet.