As for other people.....well, that unfortunately is life. Good things happen to bad people and vice versa. So I feel like the only thing I can do is take pride in what I have accomplished, be thankful for the blessing I have, and be willing to support those who need my help. Why should you feel guilty for your accomplishments? Did you not put in the time and effort to get to where you are today? You are the one who helped to build the relationship with your man that you have today, you are the one who cleaned yourself up and changed some habits and you are the one who continues to make the choices that help to benefit your life. You've worked for it, you've earned, so why feel guilty for having it?
You're only a monster if you choose to be, whatever
Unless of course it's because you just have wanderlust, then you need to get out and go somewhere. or else we'll all have to listen to you whine and complain and watch you mope around the house all depressed and stuff and that's less than fun