Ok so I was reading Erik H Erikson's theory of development and I'm convinced that I'm stuck at the lack of identity in my life. Right now I have no friends at all and no courage to make new friends, no goal but worst of all... no hope for the future. Between my years of 13-20 and even now I've played much videogame. Probably to much it seems. I've made a few friends in my years in this hobby but nothing that still last and Im 22 now. Im thinking if there is any chance to get out of this lonliness im feeling or is it to late? Whenever I meet someone that I feel somewhat close to I kind of get very childish, laughing uncontrollably and acting inapropriate. I read that people who have not solved their identity crisis tend to isolate themselves and hide their feelings and so on, wich is so me. I can't even look at a girl because the fear of her looking at me back in a demeaning way, and even less aproach a girl (what if i get rejected...?). I also have a fear of facebooking. I don't like telling people what I do and I think It's not a normal fear I have. I have "friends" on facebook but I don't feel close to them. I feel tired most of the time and my head is filled with unanswered questions all the time and with fear of meeting someone i might know (then I have to tell them an update about my unexciting life).