really, is there anything worse than boredom?
I've found that even when things are going badly, as long as they're GOING it's better than stagnation in a way... the stillness works like a self destruct sequence on my brain in a way...
The worst part is that it seems to work in a loop... bored -> depressed about being bored -> inaction -> more boredom... I need to break the loop
I know I'm not the only one like this... now someone give me a kick in the ass in the right direction!