Okay I don't really care what type this sounds like, I have a problem.
I find it incredibly difficult to stand taking orders...from anyone. Not that I am incapable of following instruction, if it seems like the beneficial thing to do. But when people just change shit, boss around and micro manage for no good reason, I find it almost next to impossible to keep my mouth shut. If I am in a position where due to semantics, I am forced to either remain silent, or worse speaking up will cause consequence, I end up saying fuck you all and walking away from the situation completely no matter the cost.
I can't stand it! Not even a little. I am at work and I am currently in a position where I want to scream at about three people "do NOT tell me what I need to be doing for you, do your OWN fucking job or pay me more!"
I feel like I have been taken advantage of and neglected (asked for a raise and was blown off) I am staring at the door right now thinking this job is not offering me anything unique or worth my putting up with such crap.
It is frustrating, trying to be a good girl and keep my mouth shut. It is also frustrating to start over because I never have any patience.
How do you deal with situations like these?