Damn, sorry you didn't feel he was a good match for you. It can be hard to find someone who is. I'd personally give him a couple more chances to see if he's on to something, especially since first meetings are often awkward.
While I generally agree that people should normally give a therapist time and consideration, it is a problem if the therapist spends so much time pushing his own views that he doesn't bother to listen to you. He should be listening to what you are saying, even if he doesn't agree. There's lots of information to be gained about a person from listening to their viewpoints, to how they see their problems, even if you have different ideas. And particularly at this point, getting to know you and hear you is what he should be trying to do, and that should be a higher priority than trying to get you to accept his opinions.
I’ve learned that, personally, I get a lot more out of psychotherapy if I show up at the session with a succinct, bullet-point summary of whatever I want to work on. In between sessions I’d usually journal like crazy, which would really help me single out the issues that were bothering me the most. Then- within the 24 hours before the session- I’d condense it into a list. And I’d prioritize the list by putting the points that bothered me the most at the top. More often than not, I wouldn’t even make it to the bottom of the list by the end of the session.
It also helped when I formed specific questions about each of the points. To figure out which questions to ask the therapist, I’d look at my list and ask myself why I need help with each of the points. Whatever questions I wouldn't be able to answer myself are the questions I’d toss at the therapist.
Oh lord, I wish I were that organized and businesslike.
I did write some emails to him, which would pretty much be a mish-mash of thoughts and feelings and analysis, and we'd usually talk about them in our next session. He told me I was eloquent and expressive in my writing and understood myself very well, so that wasn't a problem. It was just the whole planning and action part. He was very non-directive, and maybe I needed more of that. I'm not always good at making coherent, long-term plans and sticking to them on my own. I start to think of something I can do, think of all the problems I might have and back off, start to think of something else, worry and back off...
Then again, I'm seeing someone now who does act more directive, and it annoys me and isn't helpful. It might have to do with him not understanding me well though.
I think it's important to find a therapist who will meet your specific needs, and what you specifically desire out of the process. For my own situation at the time, I mostly just needed a listening ear/empathizer/supporter, and through the process she said a few things that sparked something in my mind and cleared my mind out -- just a different approach to the entire situation.
I ended up ceasing to go because I no longer needed the 'Listener'. She was really skilled at Relating - I think that was her strength as a therapist - but by the end of it I no longer needed someone who only related, I would have preferred instead a therapist who could give me *actionable items* to actually work on - giving me a game plan, as such. Being more probing, being more hardcore in the end and pushing me/challenging me.
Yeah. I'd think that was one of my therapist's main strengths too. And I do believe it helped me feel better temporarily, especially since I was so isolated, but it wasn't enough for making lasting changes.
That sounds extremely familiar. I don't know what they hope to achieve with that kind of crap. I suppose it all sounds very PC and that they're afraid to be accused of railroading you or putting words into your mouth. Some of them don't want to be in a position where you can say they "made" you do or say things you didn't want to or feel ready for; I suspect that's what's behind that approach, a lot of the time.
Well, he often told me it would be "unfair" to assume what I'm thinking or what I want, or "inappropriate" to decide what we should talk about. And that he wanted to leave room for me to talk about something else that hadn't been on our agenda previously, so he'd ask me what I wanted to discuss every day. Still, I'd have preferred it if he'd just asked questions about what I'd written to him or what we'd discussed previously, especially when I'd have trouble getting started. It would have been better than nothing, and it might have led to something productive eventually. And, I
hated repeating myself, so it annoyed me when he'd ask about things we'd already discussed, as if we'd never talked about it before.
He seemed almost overly cautious with me at times. He was very careful not to ask me leading questions or assume anything at all. That often led to me having to state things that seemed so obvious I felt silly saying them outright.
Another approach I encountered was the one where they take up most of the session with detailing to you their plan and asking if you understand and are okay with it. I parodied it once to a friend who asked how the therapy session went. It was like, I came in and he said "Right, now, what we're going to do today, i'm just going to tell you first what I plan for us to do today, and you can tell me what you think, are you okay with that? Do you understand that? Well, what I wanted to do was that, well, after you came in I'd greet you, then we'd check that you were okay with that greeting and I'd get some feedback off you about how that went, then maybe you could try greeting me, and I'll give you some feedback on that, and then we could try sitting down. Are you okay with sitting down? Just tell me if you feel I'm pushing you too hard here, it's no use if we go too fast, is it? So, if you're alright with that, then we can start on our greeting and see how that goes, and then we'll take it from there and see if we need to adjust the plan, depending on the feedback you give me..."
I was like,
Wow.
I haven't experienced anything like that. Yet.
Well, best wishes to you Economica, whatever you decide.